Starting over, and over, and over.

Well, the new year started off with a bang and then I hit a serious bump in the road. Depression. Don't you just love those commercials: "Who does depression hurt"? And they show the sad little dog. Well, it's true. My whole family suffers when I am struggling and I hate that.

Glad to say that the sunshine and exercise are helping tremendously. So, here I am again, recording for the reasons unknown to me. Maybe just to put it down some place and maybe because someone else may benefit from where I have been.

Tomorrow Rob and I will start keeping track of our P90X workouts and so we will call it our OFFICIAL start day. It's time to get serious about these 20 extra pounds. It's been 6 years since I have weighed this much and I hate the limitations it brings. By the time I test for my 2nd Black Belt I want to make sure I am in as good a shape as the first time.